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In my anguish I sought the nature
Gazing her beauty across the river
Gentle breeze swaying so tender
In meadow’s green I did ponder

The tree crowned with golden flower
The oriental wind gently did whisper
Beneath the morning sky’s splendour
Someone touched upon my shoulder.

Deep Silence flowed upon me, so tender
His kindness filled my heart, He did utter
Loving echo! I Pray, hide from me never
My Love I’m so enriched by your shower.

The music of the chirping birds I did hear
A lullaby song enchanted I did slumber
Loneliness fled and without anyone near
Love awakened with new faith so sure.

I woke up and gazed around the river
The flowers bloomed, sweetest odour
My lungs relaxed I began to see clear
There’s hidden God’s healing power.

I discovered o sure nature is a Mother
Who bears the burden with her power
She dandles us upon her knee so tender
She feeds, she heals, she fails us never

Age is a quality of mind with a dream
You hope to fulfil always your aim
Have ambition that blazes like a fire
You are young though years expire

If your love is genuine and strong
Even the sickness that prolong
You shall surpass when you long
Want to live to reach the goal along

Your life shall prolong even against the cancer
When your love and there’s someone waits for
Your state of mind determines your age true
But the giver of Life may suddenly claim you
And you can’t fight against but you pursue

Some suggest give for education –for the poor children
Hum you frown and say all teachers are cheaters!
Then give it to the hospital to heal the poor
Oh! You exhaust and say ‘I never took medicine in my life!
Why should I encourage others to adopt this senseless way!
The give to the temple to build a dome, Huuuu you sing
These gurus are all hum bucks you scream
Then build a rest house same say
And you reply why should I encourage the idle gossip and lose time?

Many poor destitute and widows knocked at your door
You enquired and grinned saying you are not a fool to be cheated
As your end came near some suggested conduct a rite
To liberate your soul by donating a milking cow to the Guru
And you finally agreed but not a cow with more milk to be a waste
And then a cow with just two liters of milk- one to liberate your soul
And one to be an offertory to the Guru as you dies your trunk is full
Tell me grandpa which cause merits your deserving charity?
Is it not worth if I use it for a worthy cause!

When I asked from my friends to say what is love the following phrase of sir Dinakararao's phrase struck me so much and i write down the following reflection- Sir Dinkaran rao says " but it is eternally Gods love which finally that matters to everyliving being"

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I woke up at the chirping sound of the birds
And sat upon the bed listening to co pose words
I couldn’t decipher the meaning of their sounds
So I walked up to gaze through the window’s rods

Two birds looked at each other touching their beaks
Then they sang looking around plopping their wings
They leaped up their necks listening the nature’s echoes.
Then they flew hopping on the twigs pecking the worms

I dashed out in the open air to breathe the fresh air
In that placid air I felt being in mother’s arms
I leaned upon the green carpet gazing the sunrise
The Divine grace enveloped me like the dew on the grass

Being aroused by the divine grace I gazed beneath the eyebrows
The lights flashed before me like the calm waves
Peace flooded my soul, my limbs were paralyzed
I beheld an eye lined in blue and purple; yellow at the centre
A star shining bright,; silence became a language

Burning heat in the heart aching with pain like a wound
Painful, acute but not willing that it escapes
Wave raced upon my heart I perceived the Lord
I felt attuned to Him and forgot the whole world

The heat cooled down calmness surrounded my self
Filled with amazement I felt one in the divine
When I realized, everything faded, gently I woke up
I felt the thirst to see Him again but in vain I longed.

Love flooded my soul to serve the world
With a smile greeting the unloved with compassion
Bowing my head, acknowledging in them the divine
Creating equality and universal brotherhood

To share my plate, to heed the starving,
To bend my glass to purr out to the thirsty
To cut my sheet to cover up the naked from his shame
Thus render my cult to God and long to be His beloved

With this proposal I woke up like from a sleep
Finding my limbs stiff as if paralyzed
I called out my lord and asked for His grace
The blood began to rush to regain my strength

Slowly I began to move with reverence
My hands and fingers aching with such pain
But joy was floating in my soul with remembrance
With a new zeal I rose up to serve my brethren